How School Affected My Depression

• How school affected my depression
•  You see, I was anxious about hallways I hated getting bumped or brushed. I hated getting hugged or held though I loved it. Besides hallways I got anxious in P.E too.  Now in sixth grade is when it became something more. Stress is what happened to me and of course I started speaking my mind and entering the goth stage.
•   Now let me say by seventh grade the goth stage had worn out but the stress and anxiety had became stronger, things just kept piling up. The pile up is all these things happening at once. My sister was having my youngest nephew. My sisters grandma who was like a grandma to me was in the hospital and there was a lot of late nights in the hospital with 40 other family members and arguing over should I not get to see her. I did get to see her but I don’t focus on those memories of her. She died that December.

•  That Christmas my dog that I got on my birthday had gotten stolen on Christmas Day. Then right before the beginning of the school year my mother and I was in a car accident and we lost our car and ended up staying with my sister. My mother was having heart problems though the doctor told her it was just heartburn. . Also the fact that it was a new school and new house again. I moved every two years and went to a new school every year although sometimes I just went back to a school. I call that a school repeat. So I had to make new friends every year and let me tell you being depressed does make it so much harder. I will end it here but more for later…..
• Note: I don't own this picture but it is beautiful.

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